For last two years I thought my life would never be the same. I was so consistent that I really didn’t try hard to make it something that I wanted.
I would not say that two years of my life were wasted, there’s no way I can say that. I experience the miracle of nature, the birth of my darling daughter and devoted my then time to her. Now that I see her running and jumping around, I feel the time which seemed to have stopped then flew with some speed. I have been a full time mom, a full time housewife, a very dedicated one. And Im glad I did my role neat.
Life has to move on. Tabeer’s no more a baby and will be starting school soon, InshaAllah. I had to find some activities to keep myself engaged. And I’m glad I opted for the personality development ones.
I sorted out what I lack and the first thing I needed back was the confidence in myself. I joined Fitness First to keep my body active and to lose some extra pounds.
Second, I attended as a guest. Spoke on a table topic and next week I was doing the payments to join in. Yes, I’m a toastmaster now. And I’m so looking forward to improve my speaking skills, public facing confidence, vocabulary, grammar plus a bunch of nice people. I feel my blog will be happier with me as I get more quality content in here. For quite some time I’ve just been filling it up just to keep connected to it.
Karma, isn’t exactly a bitch. You have to work to get what you want. I hope to groom myself and be a better person as the new year starts and that’s what my new resolution will be.